I am going to stay up and enjoy every LAST second of my 39th year. In three minuscule little minutes I will be hitting the big 4-0!!! It doesn't even seem possible. Seriously! I don't feel as though I am 40. I don't feel any different than I did when I was 30 (well, for the most part anyway!).
I didn't think that turning 40 was going to bother me. Let me just say that it DOES! I don't want to think about it. It seems crazy to me that I am that old! My mother was only one year older than I am right now (or will be in a couple of minutes, haha) when she became a grandma. A GRANDMOTHER!!! For the love of Pete!!! I can't even fathom that!
I figured that I would just be accepting of my upcoming birthday and do something big to celebrate. Right now I am thinking I would rather just pretend like it isn't happening! I would rather just live in denial and pretend to be 39 for a while longer. Here's hoping that pretending will work! :)
Well, the clock is now stating that it is 12:02 AM. It is officially now my birthday. . .I am thinking that denial is sounding better and better all the time!
Bring out the botox! Bring out the face lifts! Bring out the anti-aging creams! Bring on the exercise! I am going to give this aging thing a run for it's money! HAHA!
Well, Happy Birthday to me!